October 5, 2010

Dear Lucia,

Today you tried your hand at a bottle again. You had a little difficulty with the second nipple. I have faith that you will take to it like a pro. You're only 3 weeks old and I have no doubts that you will learn and thrive. This, I'm told, is the only thing keeping you in the hospital - you need to eat, to take bottle or breast. You did such an amazing job with the pacifier. We tried pacifier dips with breastmilk to peak your interest. Sometimes you did a great job and sometimes you lost interest. You are so strong. You can totally do this. When I come into the room each morning, all I hear is good news. I am spoiled by your progress. You are sleeping through the night. You are easily consolable and not fussy. I am sure this is your demeanor and not the fact that you are still on some sedation. You are an easygoing baby. Your cry is still soft, but you are working on it. You have so much to say.

Talking of you going home? Wow. I sat and held you and felt amazement. 3 weeks ago we weren't sure you'd make it. I was trying to prepare to say goodbye to you, to make difficult decisions.

Thanks for proving everyone wrong! I love you.

Love, Mama